`Thaad sanciino chikaa ;

` Heyy aLL , sorieyh for dhe Leck of updates , ferst of aLL , iyaa is back to sinqLe . I ask for breyk . Because i dun waant hurt him , pahsaLkan iyaa sukeer ornq Lain . I`m just a hurter , haaishh . I`m in Love with Bannayan Banana . Yeaa )": , imiss banana Lots ! Goshh , thaad dayh he came to my hse , he was drunk , omqee ._. , tsktsk . I texted him , bLabLabLa , currentLy in internet cafe , coz computer spoiL btL . cb , frqt it . I just waant ekzan and ikin to Last Loonq , tiLL eternity , takee caree dhe both of youhh . Heh , banana , imissyouhh Luhr denq . Haaishh , miss dhe way yhuu joke , miss dhe way yhuu treat me mcm baby jqk ay . Xiaak`Xiaak , princess somemore , aiyooma ! Bt sweeeet (": , i cry every niqht . I just don`t know whyee . Yhuu chanqed my feelinqs towards yhuu . I feeL yhuu Love (": , i`m nt perfect , i dk if yr att or sinqLe , i dk whurt yr doin nw , i dk if yr in Love or anythink bt i juz Love yhuu . Whurt is happeninq to me ? My typinq and bLoqqinq is so differ nw , tsk . Banana , even thouqh its just a dayh i spend w yhuu , i mean 5 hours onLy , iLoveyhuu craziLy denq . Thaad dayh , yhuu came to my hse , yhuu were drunk , bt yhuu came to find me coz yhuu miss me . Love , imissyhuu Like heLL (": , i need yhuu in my Life . I waant yhuu . Bt i dun wish to qet hurt aqain .Its okeeeyh . Goshh , i`m so nonsensicaL ! Tsk . Btw ppL , i`m sorieyh if i don`t updatee properLy ay . Coz my comp is spoiL , and i need someone to hLp me out there . I won`t updatee too often , unLess if i come to internet cafe ay . Kayy Luhr , nt in dhe mood to make it Looonq , byee ppL .
` I sayaanq my bannayan banana baby (":
` Iyaa sanciino ;

` Adioooooos !

`Heyy oL , sorieyh for nt updatinq for a few days ? Yeaa , was kindda busy . Erhmm , nt so busy bt went out ay ? Yeaa , so here was thaad tiqht sechduLe ,

`20 dec ; `When to schL w parents , brouqht my schL books and uni-form , schL tee-shirt sec 3 ader pocket , syiok tapy Loqo mepek jqk -.-` , eeerq , i fxxkinq hate dhe Loqo ,frqt it , dheen wen home ,put my stuff`s down , took nap for a whiLe , dheen wen niqht market . PasermaLam boon Lay . Brouqht foood , and quess whurt , i saw mid-niqht quy aqain , ther was a convo aqain , Like duhh , he wiLL reffer to me , hah . He watched me up to down . Iyaa stare oni . LoLs . When home , eat and sLeeep .

`21 dec ; `When to qod-sistaar`s shop , stayed ther have fun ! Heh , iyaa smoke as if a smoke-machine xiaaq ! Buey tahan dok , one of dhe quy ,somethinq Like my qod brotheer , meLLboy , he uhy , show dhe ciqq to iyaa , so i smoke , LuckiLy mamy wasn`t here ay ? Coz they are quite cLose to mamy , meLLboy isn`t a free man , he has taqq . Yeaa , dheen stayed ther Lonq`Lonq , qt meLLboy`s qanq come , kiwaaak ! Rbk siaa . Tsk Tsk , hah , dheen wen home ard niqht . Had so fun , Lauqhed non-stop coz of sistaar`s jokes . Heh , I stiLL can Lauqh wen i think of it nw . Its so funny , qod damn ! Hah .

`22 dec ; `When to maLaysia JB , wen tqh w qod-sistaaar , untie and uncLe , cuzzie niven . When in uncLe`s car . Ferst time qoin to maLaysia in a car ^^ , heh . Fun or whurt ? Hah , wen to JB to buy thinqs for sistaaar`s shopp . Many`Many thinqs yet iyaa tkde bende . Pfffft -.- , neeeyh mind , wen arnd 3 pLus aftnoon , rch home , 6 pLus , niqht . Yeaa , i did have fun . OTW back , uncLe did dhe drift (?) , hah . Nice , i feLt Like accident , bt its nth actuaLi -.- , hah .

`23 dec ; `Dhe twins came to my hse , they requested me to brinq them to pLayqround , otw we saw thys yusok ishak`s students , they seem to soccer quys , indian , erhmm , arnd sec 3 or 4 ? Dhe twins kn them . I kn dhe name start`s w a `B , bt dun reaLi kn it . LoLs , i asked dhe twins to shout `Ahbaaanq Banana , hah , they shout and run away , they put me in troubLe , he came cLose to me , puLL my hand and whisper in my ears thys ; `Dun scoLd me thaad in front of them pLeaaaaaase ! Heh , Iyaa ; `Xiaaq ay ? See ferst horr ? xD , . Dheen he juz smiLe and waLk away , dheen pLayed pLayqround , meLLboy came , he asked fr my num i quess ? Ohh fxxk ! Hah . Xiaaq ay peranqai . Frqt it , dheen wen home , wash up , wen to firdaus home ,auntie murni`s birthdaaayh , she was ceLebratinq . Goshh , she was qorqeous , make up and wear niceLy . So pretty sehhy . Firdaus cute and handsome seLaLu . Heh ,i pLayed w them , dhe twins and their brotheer came , dheen firdaus , fiaruz , twins and dhe brother , + me , we pLayed bicycLe and catchinq . Run up and down . So fun . Hah . Mcm babyG ay ? LoLs .

`24 dec ; `When to church w qod-sistaaar , meLLboy`s friends and quess whurt have banana ! Hah , thys time round i found hys name was banian . Hah , had service , aft thaad , wen eatinq time , ther was 1 seat nxt to sistaaar , ther was a convo ferst wen i was puttinq my food , here it qoes ;
`Banana ; `Yhuu whurt puttinq dhe food for doq uhy ? Hahh , put properLy Luhr .
`Me ; `Hah , no Lurh , i Lazy Luhr , thaads whye .
`Banana ; `Hah , *me and him waLks to tabLe* , ay , yhuu seat ther , i seat dhe nxt tabLe .
`Me ; `Yhu seat Luhr .
`Banana ; `Yhuu better shuddup and seat ther .
`Me ; *Sits w him in a differ tabLe , juz dhe two of us .
`Dheen we joke here and ther , we qot cLose . I Lauqhed non-stopp . And oL of sudden , i feLt so differ . I juz feeL i was in Love , bt ekzan ? Erhmm , dheen in dhe bus 240 , he was sitinq in front of me , w sistaaar , he turn , and was facinq me . Dheen i Lie on hys chair , tqh w my qreeen baLLon , sLeep , he rub my forehead and whisper in my hair , `Dun sLeeep , its nt schL time . I stare ard him , dheen he make hys keninq up`up . Hah , kyuuuuut xD , hah . Dheen wen to sistaaar`s shp , put dhe thinqs dwn , and we are supposed to send dhe kids bck hme coz sistaar ard shp . Dheen we send those kids tqh , meLLboy was ther . They both startinq smokinq , outside dhe hse , dheen banana said thys ;
`Banana ; `MeLLboy , i Late rdy dehhy . Ther , thys princess [me] aLso Late rdy . bLa`bLa`bLa . .
`Hahah , he caLL me princess 3 times ! Awwwwwwwh~ , iyaa meLted xiuuLs . Hah , dheen wen qoin bck home time , we chiit chaat . Oni dhe 2 of us , dheen spLited ways , an oL of sudden , he shout , `Ay , caLL me , dheen exchanqe numbers . He asked me to meeyt him todaayh , bt nt too shuree , coz have ppL cominq to my hse for ceLebration .
`Ekzan , i`m sorieyh i`ve Let yhuu down . Bt i feeL so differ ? whye oL of sudden thys way ? Am i startinq to Love him wen i nt supposed to . Bt ekzan ? I stiLL waant ekzan , bt banain ? Haaaish !
`Gtq , byee peeeps ;

`P.S ;'` WILL RELINK YHUU PPL SOOOOON ; THANKS [:

`Heyy aLL , ferst of oL , waant to wish babyG , akiko fatin a wish ferst can ? Hehh , heyy dearest , i know youh miqht read my bLoq aft inbox-inq youh , so yeaa . Happy birthdaaaay dearest xD
`Happy birthday to youh ;
`Happy birthday to youh ;
`Happy birthday to `Nur Amirah Faaaaaatin ;
`Happy birthday to youh .
`Thanks for beinq awesome in my Lifee , Thanks for beinq in my Life , thanks for beinq my friend . Thanks for everythinq babyG , erhmm , i waant qo out w youh can ? I waant qo marina barraqe ! Hhahah , iyaa pyaaar addiction xD , hahah . When yr free , text me aites ? Or inbox me . Coz i miss youh Like heLL too dearest . Hhah , and may youh Last Loonq tiLL dhe end w rudee . jqn qado`qado , stay happy , sweet and kyuut coupLes aLways . And yes , youh too , havee a bLast , staay qorqeous ,kyuut aLways . And do meeeyt up soon Love ^^ , tiLL dheen take caree Love-Lie [: , i miss&&Love youh aLways fatin xD
`Kayy back to story-teLLinq , todaaayh as usuaL , rot ard home doin nth . Mamy ajak me qo shoppinq , bt i turn thaad offer down , hahah , coz i`m tired . I`m sick . I`m just havinq bad feeLinq . Haaishh . Neeeyh mind , i`m okeeyh w Love (": , he promised he wiLL caLL me wen he nvr . Pffffft -.- , was waitinq for hys caLL , oL dayh Looooonq ! Haaishh , frqt it . Tmrw i naak keLuar ! Wait`Wait , i`m findinq for a job , ther is a vacancy , must caLL them tmrw , i waant work tqh w bLood-sistaaaaar . She`s funny and kyuut . Hhahah . Kayy Luhr , i mLs naak type Laqy , done w dhe updates aites ? wiLL update soooon for Lovee (": , byeee worLd ;DD
`Iyaa sanciino--Thaad sanciino chikaa ;
`Adioooooooos !

`Ay , hi , i`m back :D , Hahha , heyyLorrwh everyone , sorieyh for nt updatinq LateLy , so abt dhe Last two dayhs , as i said i wiLL be workinq , i did . I earned $50 , for 1 dayh , ystd i didnt work . Waant knw whurt stupid work is thaad ? SeLL cup door-to-door , Likee heLL , had bad experiences . Frqt it , i stiLL earned $50 , dheen wen to vivo w bLood sistaaaar , shoppinq ! Huakhuaak ^^ , hahah , shop tiLL dropp xD , i brouqht thinqs for parents ajeer . Nt for me , coz i dun care abt myseLf , ader mak , ape Laqy ay ? Ask her to buy oni xD , hehh ,ystd was supeeeer tiqht , had hiqh feveer somemore , worst ay ? Dheen onLine , texted wan , chaat w baby , he wen offLine oL of sudden . Iyaa fed-up , dheen hp vibrate , its private num , cnfrm dieer ! Teehee , dheen wen out , caLLed him , backqround hear shoutinqs , aiyooma . Hahaa . I miss him and his voice Like heLL , CB toL , its been 1 mth and 7 days since i Last saw him ? I miss him reaLLy supeeeeer dupeeer ! I miss huqqinq him , i miss kissinq him , i miss him sinqinq and dancinq , i miss him jokinq . Haaishh , he promised iyaa he wiLL caLL me todayh , i`ve been checkinq my phone every min , nth appears , haaishh . Todaayh i wen to firdaus hse ! ^^ , awwwh~ , i miss him Like heLL too , wen i reached his home , he qave me a biq barney huq , and yes , dhe photo above is firdaus . Kyuut and handsome kan ? Baby , pLs jeaLous , its my scandaL horr xD , hahah . Neeyh , juz kiddinq . Ekzan started it ferst , he sayh my scandaL , so i aqree horr ? Hhahah . Bt scandaL who is onLy pri 4-10 years oLd ? Ohh PLEASE . LoLs . Hhahah , dheen pLayed w them beybLade and skate board , scooter . Awwh~ , we took many`many photos , bt i mLs maau upLoad . Firdaus jeaLous , wen i take photo w fairuz , hys brother . Whenever i take , he sayh`s thys ; `Eeee , nt nice , deLete`deLete , deLete uhy kak . Taak Lawaa , youh nqn aii , Laqy cantek . Kyuut or whurt xiaa ? OMG , hys freakinq kyuut , i`m obesessed w hys cuteness ! Hehh , he toLd me he cried , wen he didnt qet to meeyt me on mon . Sweeet or whurt ? Ishh Ishh Ishh . Hw i wish he was my reaL brotheeeer ? xD , hahah . In dhe end , i made fairuz cry . OM-qoshh . LoLxsv . Yeaa , btw Last Niqht dreamt of Love , i miss him Like heLL , criousLy i can`t stop thinkinq or taLkinq abt him . Goshh , qod damn , pLs make me meeeyt him soon qod ! I reaLLy wonder if he misses me , or whurtever , bt hopee he understands how i feeL ay . LoLs . Kayy Luhr , tiLL here aites ? wiLL be back sooon , byee readers ,

XoXo ;

`Iyaa sanccino ;

`Heyy aLL . Heyy bLoqqers , bLoq readers , bLoq hoppers , bLoq spammers ,heyyLorrwh everyone . Tsk , hahha . Todayh is wed , and i`m here updatinq . Kayy , since i`m boreed shaLL update aites ? Btw i`m quite moody , i dk whye ? I feeL everythinq`s qoin away from me . Friends , famiLy , Love-D ones , babyG`s , bestF`s . They are forqettinq me soon . Yeaa , its okeeyh , just Like whurt i toLd waaan , i`m qonna Live my Life to dhe fuLLest w myseLf oni . I wiLL try to be aLone , i`m so stupid , i just feeL everythinq`s shatterinq . I miss my ppL , i miss boyF , i miss babyG`s and bestF`s . I miss everyone , i miss qoin out , i miss qoin to schL , i miss wearinq dhe uni-form , ferst ! i miss firdaus Likee heLL yeaa . Tsk , i waant meeyt him , i waant pLay beybLade w him aqain , i waant his kyuut kiss aqain , muahahah ! Iyaa so bad . Bt hys so kyuuuut ._. , haha , i waanted to qo to hys hse , bt mamy havent caLL thaad auntie , haaishh . Mamy toLd me thaad , wen she wen to hys hse dhe other dayh , he requested hys mum to cook chicken nuqqets for me since i`m cominq , bt ended up , they were sick so couLdnt qo ther ): , yeaa . Btw my macD job , i won`t be doinq thaad anymre , frqt it , manaqer nvr rinq me up , nvr choose me or whurtever , i dun waant . Maybe wiLL be workinq tmrw , ard sembawanq ,door-to-door saLes of cup . Hehh , yeaa . Maybe i waant meeyt up w baby , i miss him so much , truckLoads ): , its been 1 mth and 5 days since i Last saw him , its hurts w/o seeinq him , i miss him Like heLL , fxxkinq much ! I wonder hw`s he doinq nw ? I wonder hw`s he nw ? I wonder whurts he doin rytee nw , i wonder if he miss me or hate me ? I just Live my questions here , baby , if yr readinq my bLoq , dheen understand , yr dhe onLy one i Love , dhe onLy one i care abt , yr mine tiLL eternity b , i Lovee youh ,onLy youh (": , kayy , tears are roLLinq down , frqt it , i`m tired , i`m sick , havinq stomachaches , wiLL be back nxt time , byee ppL [:
`Baby , aii rynduu youh jqk )": , i miss youh thaad much i Love youh . Takee care dear , meeyt me soon , and take photo moreeee b (": , IMY&&ILY too much to Let youh qo [": , kayy donee w dhe updatee Love-Lies , take care coz i care (":
`XoXo--
`Iyaa sanciino ;