` Heyy aLL , sorieyh for dhe Leck of updates , ferst of aLL , iyaa is back to sinqLe . I ask for breyk . Because i dun waant hurt him , pahsaLkan iyaa sukeer ornq Lain . I`m just a hurter , haaishh . I`m in Love with Bannayan Banana . Yeaa )": , imiss banana Lots ! Goshh , thaad dayh he came to my hse , he was drunk , omqee ._. , tsktsk . I texted him , bLabLabLa , currentLy in internet cafe , coz computer spoiL btL . cb , frqt it . I just waant ekzan and ikin to Last Loonq , tiLL eternity , takee caree dhe both of youhh . Heh , banana , imissyouhh Luhr denq . Haaishh , miss dhe way yhuu joke , miss dhe way yhuu treat me mcm baby jqk ay . Xiaak`Xiaak , princess somemore , aiyooma ! Bt sweeeet (": , i cry every niqht . I just don`t know whyee . Yhuu chanqed my feelinqs towards yhuu . I feeL yhuu Love (": , i`m nt perfect , i dk if yr att or sinqLe , i dk whurt yr doin nw , i dk if yr in Love or anythink bt i juz Love yhuu . Whurt is happeninq to me ? My typinq and bLoqqinq is so differ nw , tsk . Banana , even thouqh its just a dayh i spend w yhuu , i mean 5 hours onLy , iLoveyhuu craziLy denq . Thaad dayh , yhuu came to my hse , yhuu were drunk , bt yhuu came to find me coz yhuu miss me . Love , imissyhuu Like heLL (": , i need yhuu in my Life . I waant yhuu . Bt i dun wish to qet hurt aqain .Its okeeeyh . Goshh , i`m so nonsensicaL ! Tsk . Btw ppL , i`m sorieyh if i don`t updatee properLy ay . Coz my comp is spoiL , and i need someone to hLp me out there . I won`t updatee too often , unLess if i come to internet cafe ay . Kayy Luhr , nt in dhe mood to make it Looonq , byee ppL .
` I sayaanq my bannayan banana baby (":
` Iyaa sanciino ;
` Adioooooos !
`Heyy oL , sorieyh for nt updatinq for a few days ? Yeaa , was kindda busy . Erhmm , nt so busy bt went out ay ? Yeaa , so here was thaad tiqht sechduLe ,
`20 dec ; `When to schL w parents , brouqht my schL books and uni-form , schL tee-shirt sec 3 ader pocket , syiok tapy Loqo mepek jqk -.-` , eeerq , i fxxkinq hate dhe Loqo ,frqt it , dheen wen home ,put my stuff`s down , took nap for a whiLe , dheen wen niqht market . PasermaLam boon Lay . Brouqht foood , and quess whurt , i saw mid-niqht quy aqain , ther was a convo aqain , Like duhh , he wiLL reffer to me , hah . He watched me up to down . Iyaa stare oni . LoLs . When home , eat and sLeeep .
`21 dec ; `When to qod-sistaar`s shop , stayed ther have fun ! Heh , iyaa smoke as if a smoke-machine xiaaq ! Buey tahan dok , one of dhe quy ,somethinq Like my qod brotheer , meLLboy , he uhy , show dhe ciqq to iyaa , so i smoke , LuckiLy mamy wasn`t here ay ? Coz they are quite cLose to mamy , meLLboy isn`t a free man , he has taqq . Yeaa , dheen stayed ther Lonq`Lonq , qt meLLboy`s qanq come , kiwaaak ! Rbk siaa . Tsk Tsk , hah , dheen wen home ard niqht . Had so fun , Lauqhed non-stop coz of sistaar`s jokes . Heh , I stiLL can Lauqh wen i think of it nw . Its so funny , qod damn ! Hah .
`22 dec ; `When to maLaysia JB , wen tqh w qod-sistaaar , untie and uncLe , cuzzie niven . When in uncLe`s car . Ferst time qoin to maLaysia in a car ^^ , heh . Fun or whurt ? Hah , wen to JB to buy thinqs for sistaaar`s shopp . Many`Many thinqs yet iyaa tkde bende . Pfffft -.- , neeeyh mind , wen arnd 3 pLus aftnoon , rch home , 6 pLus , niqht . Yeaa , i did have fun . OTW back , uncLe did dhe drift (?) , hah . Nice , i feLt Like accident , bt its nth actuaLi -.- , hah .
`23 dec ; `Dhe twins came to my hse , they requested me to brinq them to pLayqround , otw we saw thys yusok ishak`s students , they seem to soccer quys , indian , erhmm , arnd sec 3 or 4 ? Dhe twins kn them . I kn dhe name start`s w a `B , bt dun reaLi kn it . LoLs , i asked dhe twins to shout `Ahbaaanq Banana , hah , they shout and run away , they put me in troubLe , he came cLose to me , puLL my hand and whisper in my ears thys ; `Dun scoLd me thaad in front of them pLeaaaaaase ! Heh , Iyaa ; `Xiaaq ay ? See ferst horr ? xD , . Dheen he juz smiLe and waLk away , dheen pLayed pLayqround , meLLboy came , he asked fr my num i quess ? Ohh fxxk ! Hah . Xiaaq ay peranqai . Frqt it , dheen wen home , wash up , wen to firdaus home ,auntie murni`s birthdaaayh , she was ceLebratinq . Goshh , she was qorqeous , make up and wear niceLy . So pretty sehhy . Firdaus cute and handsome seLaLu . Heh ,i pLayed w them , dhe twins and their brotheer came , dheen firdaus , fiaruz , twins and dhe brother , + me , we pLayed bicycLe and catchinq . Run up and down . So fun . Hah . Mcm babyG ay ? LoLs .
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24 dec ; `When to church w qod-sistaaar , meLLboy`s friends and quess whurt have banana ! Hah , thys time round i found hys name was banian . Hah , had service , aft thaad , wen eatinq time , ther was 1 seat nxt to sistaaar , ther was a convo ferst wen i was puttinq my food , here it qoes ;
`Banana ; `Yhuu whurt puttinq dhe food for doq uhy ? Hahh , put properLy Luhr .
`Me ; `Hah , no Lurh , i Lazy Luhr , thaads whye .
`Banana ; `Hah , *me and him waLks to tabLe* , ay , yhuu seat ther , i seat dhe nxt tabLe .
`Me ; `Yhu seat Luhr .
`Banana ; `Yhuu better shuddup and seat ther .
`Me ; *Sits w him in a differ tabLe , juz dhe two of us .
`Dheen we joke here and ther , we qot cLose . I Lauqhed non-stopp . And oL of sudden , i feLt so differ . I juz feeL i was in Love , bt ekzan ? Erhmm , dheen in dhe bus 240 , he was sitinq in front of me , w sistaaar , he turn , and was facinq me . Dheen i Lie on hys chair , tqh w my qreeen baLLon , sLeep , he rub my forehead and whisper in my hair , `Dun sLeeep , its nt schL time . I stare ard him , dheen he make hys keninq up`up . Hah , kyuuuuut xD , hah . Dheen wen to sistaaar`s shp , put dhe thinqs dwn , and we are supposed to send dhe kids bck hme coz sistaar ard shp . Dheen we send those kids tqh , meLLboy was ther . They both startinq smokinq , outside dhe hse , dheen banana said thys ;
`Banana ; `MeLLboy , i Late rdy dehhy . Ther , thys princess [me] aLso Late rdy . bLa`bLa`bLa . .
`Hahah , he caLL me princess 3 times ! Awwwwwwwh~ , iyaa meLted xiuuLs . Hah , dheen wen qoin bck home time , we chiit chaat . Oni dhe 2 of us , dheen spLited ways , an oL of sudden , he shout , `Ay , caLL me , dheen exchanqe numbers . He asked me to meeyt him todaayh , bt nt too shuree , coz have ppL cominq to my hse for ceLebration .
`Ekzan , i`m sorieyh i`ve Let yhuu down . Bt i feeL so differ ? whye oL of sudden thys way ? Am i startinq to Love him wen i nt supposed to . Bt ekzan ? I stiLL waant ekzan , bt banain ? Haaaish !
`Gtq , byee peeeps ;
`P.S ;'` WILL RELINK YHUU PPL SOOOOON ; THANKS [:
`Heyy aLL , ferst of oL , waant to wish babyG , akiko fatin a wish ferst can ? Hehh , heyy dearest , i know youh miqht read my bLoq aft inbox-inq youh , so yeaa . Happy birthdaaaay dearest xD
`Happy birthday to youh ;
`Happy birthday to youh ;
`Happy birthday to `Nur Amirah Faaaaaatin ;
`Happy birthday to youh .
`Thanks for beinq awesome in my Lifee , Thanks for beinq in my Life , thanks for beinq my friend . Thanks for everythinq babyG , erhmm , i waant qo out w youh can ? I waant qo marina barraqe ! Hhahah , iyaa pyaaar addiction xD , hahah . When yr free , text me aites ? Or inbox me . Coz i miss youh Like heLL too dearest . Hhah , and may youh Last Loonq tiLL dhe end w rudee . jqn qado`qado , stay happy , sweet and kyuut coupLes aLways . And yes , youh too , havee a bLast , staay qorqeous ,kyuut aLways . And do meeeyt up soon Love ^^ , tiLL dheen take caree Love-Lie [: , i miss&&Love youh aLways fatin xD
`Kayy back to story-teLLinq , todaaayh as usuaL , rot ard home doin nth . Mamy ajak me qo shoppinq , bt i turn thaad offer down , hahah , coz i`m tired . I`m sick . I`m just havinq bad feeLinq . Haaishh . Neeeyh mind , i`m okeeyh w Love (": , he promised he wiLL caLL me wen he nvr . Pffffft -.- , was waitinq for hys caLL , oL dayh Looooonq ! Haaishh , frqt it . Tmrw i naak keLuar ! Wait`Wait , i`m findinq for a job , ther is a vacancy , must caLL them tmrw , i waant work tqh w bLood-sistaaaaar . She`s funny and kyuut . Hhahah . Kayy Luhr , i mLs naak type Laqy , done w dhe updates aites ? wiLL update soooon for Lovee (": , byeee worLd ;DD
`Iyaa sanciino--Thaad sanciino chikaa ;
`Adioooooooos !
`Ay , hi , i`m back :D , Hahha , heyyLorrwh everyone , sorieyh for nt updatinq LateLy , so abt dhe Last two dayhs , as i said i wiLL be workinq , i did . I earned $50 , for 1 dayh , ystd i didnt work . Waant knw whurt stupid work is thaad ? SeLL cup door-to-door , Likee heLL , had bad experiences . Frqt it , i stiLL earned $50 , dheen wen to vivo w bLood sistaaaar , shoppinq ! Huakhuaak ^^ , hahah , shop tiLL dropp xD , i brouqht thinqs for parents ajeer . Nt for me , coz i dun care abt myseLf , ader mak , ape Laqy ay ? Ask her to buy oni xD , hehh ,ystd was supeeeer tiqht , had hiqh feveer somemore , worst ay ? Dheen onLine , texted wan , chaat w baby , he wen offLine oL of sudden . Iyaa fed-up , dheen hp vibrate , its private num , cnfrm dieer ! Teehee , dheen wen out , caLLed him , backqround hear shoutinqs , aiyooma . Hahaa . I miss him and his voice Like heLL , CB toL , its been 1 mth and 7 days since i Last saw him ? I miss him reaLLy supeeeeer dupeeer ! I miss huqqinq him , i miss kissinq him , i miss him sinqinq and dancinq , i miss him jokinq . Haaishh , he promised iyaa he wiLL caLL me todayh , i`ve been checkinq my phone every min , nth appears , haaishh . Todaayh i wen to firdaus hse ! ^^ , awwwh~ , i miss him Like heLL too , wen i reached his home , he qave me a biq barney huq , and yes , dhe photo above is firdaus . Kyuut and handsome kan ? Baby , pLs jeaLous , its my scandaL horr xD , hahah . Neeyh , juz kiddinq . Ekzan started it ferst , he sayh my scandaL , so i aqree horr ? Hhahah . Bt scandaL who is onLy pri 4-10 years oLd ? Ohh PLEASE . LoLs . Hhahah , dheen pLayed w them beybLade and skate board , scooter . Awwh~ , we took many`many photos , bt i mLs maau upLoad . Firdaus jeaLous , wen i take photo w fairuz , hys brother . Whenever i take , he sayh`s thys ; `Eeee , nt nice , deLete`deLete , deLete uhy kak . Taak Lawaa , youh nqn aii , Laqy cantek . Kyuut or whurt xiaa ? OMG , hys freakinq kyuut , i`m obesessed w hys cuteness ! Hehh , he toLd me he cried , wen he didnt qet to meeyt me on mon . Sweeet or whurt ? Ishh Ishh Ishh . Hw i wish he was my reaL brotheeeer ? xD , hahah . In dhe end , i made fairuz cry . OM-qoshh . LoLxsv . Yeaa , btw Last Niqht dreamt of Love , i miss him Like heLL , criousLy i can`t stop thinkinq or taLkinq abt him . Goshh , qod damn , pLs make me meeeyt him soon qod ! I reaLLy wonder if he misses me , or whurtever , bt hopee he understands how i feeL ay . LoLs . Kayy Luhr , tiLL here aites ? wiLL be back sooon , byee readers ,
XoXo ;
`Iyaa sanccino ;
`Heyy , hi worLd , kayy i`m boreed . I waant post somethinq , erhmm , maybe abt ekzan-Iyaa baby Love`s Love-storey aites ? [:
`I ferst saw him at honqkahsecondaryschooL , 2T1 , 010110 , hahah .Dhe ferst dayh of schL , we were in dhe same cLass , dheen fr dhe ferst haLf of dhe year we weren`t cLose , soon , i started to admire him . It happened aft dhe second haLf of dhe year . I chaated quite often w him in FB , his jokes and act`s in cLass made me simpLy Love him , suchaa jokeer . His aLways cheerfuL , happy , funny , kind , friendLy . That`s whurt make me and him cLose , soon aft admirinq him , he qt att , att to miraa sanchika . Bt i stiLL wished him Last Loonq w a whoLe heart , aft he broke , my turn to qet att to someone , as most of yr`LL kn , its spunkydude kumaar , okeeyh , wen on for 29 days , dheen broke , dheen turn for `Suhaimi Idafi bin mazLaan , i stead w him for 1 month , 4 days ? Dheen we broke up , due to his eqo-ness -.- , i was f**kinq sad , i cried in cLass , cried evrywher i wen , ekzan saw thaad , thaad`s wen we became cLose aqain , we chaated aqain in FB , he intro me to thys awesome sonq , `For the rest of my Life , he waanted me to cry and Let qo of it , i Listen , i remembred it was durinq cLass , wher he Lend me hys ear piece and i Listen , i tried to cry bt couLdn`t , coz i beLieve it was wen i truLy started to Love ekzan . I started to meeyt him earLy in dhe mrnq`s , wen to schL w him , and one dayh wen he supposed to qo to boy`s home , i wrote on hys diary , i sayh thys ;
`Ekzaan [!] , bhy , i kn youh have to qo in , bt take care wen yr inside aLrytee ? Thanks for beinq suchaa a jokeer and awesome friend in my Lifee , i`m happy yr in my Life , and i`m happy yr stiLL here for me , thanks for everythinq , takee caree , i Lovee youh bestF )': .
`Bt dhe iLoveyouh , i meant as a admirer , soon , on 101010--7.15 pm , just a dayh beforee hys birthday , he caLLed me , he asked me to meeyt him dhe nxt morninq , so we were OTP-inq , dheen i asked him , if he couLd be mine , he wen siLent , and aft a few mins , he epLyed , w a yes . My heart pounced hard ! Hhah , dheen dhe nxt dayh , it was hys bdae , i qave him a cup , which wrote , `iLoveyouh in it , dheen on mon , aft takiqn exam , we wen to japanese qarden . And i ferst hoLd hys hand , took pic w him . Yeaa , dheeen huqqed him , so on and so for , aft a few dayhs , ferst kiss , and everythinq . I remember our ferst kiss was at bLk 622 , 30th storey , bukit batok . Hhaha , awwh~ , yeaa , its 2 months and 4 days , stiLL countinq on . Hehh , we fouqht aLmost everydayh , yeaa . Sad rytee ? We even once ended out r/s , on dhe ferst mthsary , bt soon back toqetheer yeaa . So far no fiqhts , hopefuLLy in future no fiqhts too .Yeaa , so thaads abt dhe Love-story between us . Hhah , kayy Laa , dhe post is too Lonq enouqh rytee ? Donee w dhe updates , byee ppL [:
`XoXo ;
Iyaa sanciino [:
`Heyy Hi HeyyLorrwh ppL ;
`Hahaa , heyyLorrwh babes and hunks .
`As usuaL , iyaa here updatinq her awesomesxz bLoq . Hhah , awesome enouqh horr ? xD , huakhuaaak ^^ , todaaayh is tuesdaay , 14th dec . Erhmm , yeaa . Nth much , i`m juz rottinq ard home . Hehh , Lyqaaah sanciino ajak me qo out . Bt nt too suree if can qo out , coz maybe have to qo fr dhe intervieeew , ystd diaan hLped me caLL dhe main manaqer and ask fr vacancy , have vacancy , bt wait fr them to caLL us aites ? Yeayeaaah xD , i die`die waant work uhy . Hhha , ferst reason coz earn moneey , and shoppinq ! Next coz maybe of some reason uhy . Hahaah , maybe can meeyt up w baby ,since i`m ard home , i can`t qo out , if i qo work , i can meeyt baby , bt w dhe macD uni-form ? Tsk , haha . LOLs , cnfrm he wiLL Lauqh ard me . Hhahah , rytee ? Kayy , i dk . Ay , beLieve it or not , it`s been 1 th pLus since i Last saw him . I miss youh b , i miss youh fxxkinq badLy . I waaant meeyt up sooon . Hehh , kayy Laa , donee w dhe updates aites ? Havee an awesomessxz day peeeps .
`2 months and 4 days , stiLL countinq on--101010;7.15 pm [ekzan iyaa babyLovee]
`XoXo;
`Iyaa sanciino [:
`HeyyLorrwh peeeeps ;
Kayy i`m back , sorieyh fr nt updatinq ystd . Ystd had to baby-sit 2 babys , they are twins . GhirLs , nxt year pri 1 , their parents had to qo to maLaysia , so they overniqht over my crib . Had fun pLayinq w them . Hhah , daddy and mummy cary them , swinq them around , dance w them chachaa , haha , iyaa juz stand ther and watch oni . I jeaLous , daddy saw my face and sayh , yr aLways our ferst piority , we Love youh more dheen thaad kids coz your my one &&onLy qhirL . Hhaha , iyaa teared . Frqt it , daddy`s qhirL maaah . Huakhuaaak ^^ , dheen dhe funniest part was , one of them was sLeepinq ard my sofaa , i carry her and put her on dhe bed , waanted to cLose dhe door , when she run out and sLept on dhe sofaa . Hhah , she`s scared to sLeep aLone . Kyuut or whurt sehhy . Hhah , dheen wen sLeepinq , dhe sturborn eLder one huqqed me supeer tiqhtLy wen sLeeepinq . Awwwh~ , haha , bt i miss firdaus Like heLL ! Hys moreee kyuuter and adorabLe , stiLL can kiss me in my cheeeek . Fxxkinq kyuut ! Huakhuaaak , kayy Laa , todaayh which is mondaay , suppose to qo to firdaus`s crin aqain to overniqht ther , bt sad enouqh to sayh i didnt qo , coz hys qoin out to qet hys schL stuff , and qrandma`s sick , tsk . He even beqqed me to stay w him . Haaish , neeyh mind , tmrw wiLL try to stay over ard hys crib aites ? [: , yeayeaaah xD , currentLy stuck ard homeeey , 2T1 , are oveer ard sentosaaa if i`m nt wronq ? Bytch ! I frqt dhe whoLe trip . Haaishh , and dhe manaqer of admiraLty macD havent caLL me yet ): Haaishh , frqt it , i have their numbeer , so apape , caLL them since they don`t ^^ , hahah . I`m sick , heLL yeaaah . Sneeze here and ther , irraits me Lot`s . Huakhuaaak , bt i`m stiLL hypeeeeer . Hehh , imissekzan truckLoads ): , its been 1 mth since i Last saw him ): , nt even durinq thaad operation time , i`m so eviL ): , haaishh ,neeeyh mind , i`LL wait tiLL i can qo out and meeyt him aites ? I`LL wait fr dhe rytee day aites ? Hhha , kayy mepek ,hehh . kayy Laaaa . Donee dhe updates horr ? xD , i waaaant chaat w bestF . Byeeee Love-Lies ;
`IMISSYOUH ppL ; `Ekzan Jabbawockeeez , firdaus , babyG`s and BestF`s [:
`XoXo;
Iyaa sanciino--Thaad sanciino chikaaa ;
`HeyyLorrwh round-worLd :D , `Heyy'Heyy ! Just came back frm CCA , so story abt todaayh yook~ , woke up ard 7.15 am , charqe hp , saw text messaqe`s frm `Wan , haha , bestF , taak habes`habes , bbL pasaL dier , tsk tsk . Let her be kayy ? Dheen SHE aLso text me aqain , to compLain abt wan . Irraitinq uhy , kayy back to story , dheen took shower , doLLed myseLf up , wen to boonLay interchanqe , meeyt up w `Saab babyG , Irni BabyG , LaiLa babyG , fiqah rockeeer sayaaanq , naeem , fadhiL , Hhhaa , naaem and fadhiL somehw kept makinq me Lauqh my ass off . Hhaha , naeem fiqht w me due to hys jeaLousy over my beautifuL qreen baq , hahah , dheen took 198 , qet down ard JJC stop , dheen proceed to juronq west poLice divison , hehh . Dheen did thys and thaad , my qroup qreen qobLins won ferst , haha , we consist of `MyseLf , iraa kechykstar , asyraaf , amsyar , fen fanq , and one chinese quy , frqt hys name Liaoo xD , dheen pLayed qame , did quiz`s , aLL of it , my qroup came ferst , coz of asyraf . Know every sinqLe thinq , baek uhy . Hhahah , pLay-ed qame , and everythinq , end arnd 2 pLus if i`m nt wronq ay ? Dheen babyG`s wanted to qo juronq point to eat , bt i baLek , came home , chanqe up , wash up , onLine mcm biase , feeL Like updatinq and i`m doin it . FeeLinq kindda moody , nt happy w my feeLinqs , feeL Like qoin out , dheen wen i`m out , feeL Likee qoin back homee , fxxk dhe feeLinqs . Tsk , okeeyh shh . Tmrw is cLass outinq , bt permission nt qranted by daddy yet , haaishh . Frqt it , suddenLy dun feeL Likee qoin eitheer , youh quys enjoyy aites ? Wait`Wait , suhaiLaaa juz tLd me pLan was canceLLed , hahah , aiyoomotheeeeer~ , whyee spoiL dhe pLan ay ? Tsk`Tsk , neeeyh mind , at Least i`m kindda of happy ay , hahah . Coz i was yearninq to qo ther , hahah , Frqt it , some other times ay ? Huakhuaaak , hehh . Kayy Laa , donee w dhe updatee aites ? Byee dearest [:
`Iyaa sanciino--Thaad sanciino chikaa ;
`Adiooooooos !
`HeyyLorrwh peeeps , sorieyh fr nt updatinq LateLy .Was kindda of busy , rottinq ard home . Hhahhah . Didn`t qo out much , coz daddy was ard home . Last niqht dreamt of him aLL of sudden . His a quy obviousLy , bt nt my baby-Lovee . I dk hys name , bt hys my mum`s friend`s son . Ystd wen out w mum , ard 1 pLus in dhe mrnq , and saw thys quy . Ther was a convo between dhe three of us , here it qoes ay ;
`Mummy ; `Heyy , whurt youhh doin here ard thys time ? Nvr qo home uhy ?
`HIM ; *Looks ard iyaa , smiLe* , never uhy ma , qo work .
`Mummy ; `Whye Lookinq ard my dauqhter uhy ? Tryinq to woo her ay ?
`Iyaa ; *thinks * , waah , my face pecah , stiLL can sayh woo me ay ? baek punye .
`HIM ; *taLks to iyaa ; `Hhah , hi .
`Iyaa ; `HeyyLorrwh .
`HIM ; *smiLe widewide . eaten ?
`Iyaa ; Neeeyh .
`*GO TO 7-11 tqh *
`HIM ; *opens dhe door fr iyaa *
`Iyaa ; `*smiLed*
`HIM ; `*taps me * , Neeyh mind , i tink yr mum dun Let us to be toqether , nxt tyme comee over to my crib , i wiLL take care of youh ther .
`Iyaa ; eeeer , yaa . Suree . *bLur facee*
`Mummy ; Yaa rytee . Nt qonna Leave youh both aLone :D
`Thaaads it , and th convo continues , he kept sayinq he Loves me , and keep sayinq i`m kyuut . Merepek xiaa . Sucha mat-reeep . But he was juz kiddinq , some hw , he knw`s i`m att . Yaa , so came homee . Watch teebee , sLept , woke up arnd 12 pLus todaaayh . Fiyuu , i Lovee it Laaa ! Hhah , daddy scoLd me ): , bt neeyh mind , enduree w it , asked him if i can qo out tmrw , he sayh cnnt . Haaiya , dheen hw to meeyt baby-Lovee ? Shitsxz ! I toLd baby-Love to meeyt on 9 dec , much better kan bhy ? Coz 1 dayh beforee our monthsaary , can whurt ? Dheen he dun waant . Haaishh , bhy`bhy . Its juz a few dayhs , can wait rytee ? I`m suree youh can , wait fr me ! 9 dec , qo out , sentosaaa , cLass outinq + coupLes photo-takinq session . Hhaha , mon cnnt qo out either , so yeaa . Phaam`Phaamkan je Laa ay ? `Havinq probs in hse . Thaads whyee . Bt i`m feeLinq awesomesxz \m/ , currentLy facebookinq , chaatinq w no one yet , bt i`m qettinq boreeed . Donee w dhe updates kayy ? [:
`Baby-Lovee , i waant qo out w youhh soon , i waant spend time w youh soon , i waant those memories back , i`m missinq youh baby (": , fasteeeeer meeyt me . sooon aites ? i Lovee youh tiLL eternity baby-Lovee , takee care [:
`tiLL here , donee w dhe updates ;
--Iyaa sanciino ; Thaad sanciino chika ? [:
`Adioooooos !
`I'm in fauLt , i`m th one whose makinq mistakes , my attitute sucks biq time , yeaa , i kn . ALL those fiqhts and misunderstandinq`s . I`m not a pefect qhirL , i can`t do whurt your ex-qhirLfriend`s did , i can`t Love youh Like how they did , i can`t treat youh Like how they treated youh , whatever i sayh or whatever i do hurt`s youh . But youh stiLL Love me , why ? Th way i treat youh , shouLd make youh anqry instead of happy . Yeaa , youh did qet anqry , but why never sayh Like whurt youh said Last time ? Break ? Why stiLL waant continue thys reLationship wen i`m hurtinq youh b ? I`m not forcinq youh to breyk , but whurt i waant is yr happiness . Thys time round , i`m not qoinq to force youh to stay . I`m qoinq to Let youh qo when its over between us . I`m not qonna cry . Coz if youh were meant for me , dhen youh wiLL come back , just Like what happened , before i went to honqkonq , we had a troubLe fiqht , we fiqht Likee heLL , youh die`die wanted breyk , i was cryinq but soon , i Let youh qo , i Left youh , i chanqed my reLationship status to sinqLe , i thanked youh for aLL those youh`ve done to me . I carried on with Life without youh and without cryinq , i even started admirinq someone eLse , but youh came back , youh apoLoqised , and ask me for patch , i accepted and carried on with Life , i wanted to Love youh Least coz th one who Loves th Least controL`s th reLationship . I wanted not to do mistakes , but what i said just now hurt youh . I didn`t mean to do mistakes knowinq that wiLL hurt youh . But i can`t controL myseLf , whatever i wanted not to sayh comes out . But baby , i can`t heLp myseLf , if youh think its better to end thys reLationship , qo ahead , i`m happy with your decision (": , but i stiLL Love youh , pLs try to understand this fuckinq simpLe enqLish , i stiLL Love youh , your waLL post over marry-inq me , made tears drop . Youh trusted me so much , but i`m makinq youh Lose th trust day by day . I suck , i suck biq time .
`One day. One boy. One girl. One glance. One smile. One hello. One handshake. One friendship. One hug. One attraction. One kiss. One girlfriend. One boyfriend. One couple. One "I am in love with you." One too early. One fight. One tear. One comforting. One real "I love you." One happiness. One life spent together.
`B , i kn youh miss me , i kn youh die`die waant see me on monday , but understand my sitution before anythinq happens . I kn apoLoqise are not accepted anymore , bt i`m stiLL sayinq sorieyh . Sorieyh baby-Love , i wiLL try my best not to taLk or do thinqs too much towards youh . I Love youh baby-Love (":
`Morninq readers [: , its earLy in dhe mrnq , time check ; `07.21 am , 2 dec , thursdayh , yeaa . And i can`t sLeep since Last Niqht , havinq insomniaa . Shitsxz , ekzan jabbawockeez ♥` , i need yr qood-niqht huq pLs )': , neeyh mindd , cnfrm hys asLeeeeep riqht nw , haaishh . I can`t sLeep coz i miss him much . Those huqs and kisses . Tsk , kayy , frqt it . Ltr on wiLL be meeytinq `Fee-Three and dhe rest , and back homee . If mamy Let me qo sentosaaaa dheen tmrw off to sentosaaaa w `THEM ! Fuuuuh , finaLLy . Hahaah , btw qt hair dye-D Liaoo , mashmeLLow browwwn , and its awesome ! Huakhuaaak , see dhe pic abovee ? Yeaa , thaads dhe one horr ? xD , hahah , kayy , donee w dhe updates , sorieyh if i`m nt updatinq properLy or niceLy or whurtever youhh feeL , i`m juz kindda Lazyy and i`m proud to sayh thaad . Hhaha , kayy , byeee !
`Iyaa sanciino--Thaad sanciino chika ;
`Adiooooos !
